Work was balls. Worked 3 hours over.
All the crew went out for Japanese dinner. I had a beer, it hurt my stomach a lot. I hate this whole, stomach lining being wrecked, is getting annoying.
Went home and had a breakdown. I feel like I’ve ruined everything. By being honest. I’m so. Bllleeuurrrgggg. I want to help. But I can’t…I have to wait.